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Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 04:55 pm Regret.
I am not a big fan of regret either. I am a believer that your choices, although not always the best, are okay if you are a strong person. For even if you screw up, you learn. It shapes who you are and what you are going to be. I have made many mistakes, but they all seem to lead to something better. That light at the end of the tunnel.

Not regretting doesn't erase pain though. If you are hurting because of a choice, although it may have been for the best in the long run, it doesn't stop the pain. But, sometimes we need the pain to open our eyes.

The only thing that could be regret-worthy would be not living enough... sitting around watching other get out there and try stuff. But, I don't have to worry about that one. Just live life to the fullest, and try not to regret.
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Oct. 16th, 2004 @ 09:21 am (no subject)
Regret is an awful thing. I don't think (even if I had the chance to) that I would change a thing in my life. Yeah, I've messed up. Everyone has. But I think if I didn't have those situations to learn from, I wouldn't be who I am today. And even if some people don't, I like who I am, and who I've become.

Thats my thought for today.

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Oct. 14th, 2004 @ 02:46 pm Life
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Do you ever get those weeks or months where it seems as though life is moving too fast and yet too slow at the same time? Where you are happy and sad and you've never felt better and worse? I'm at a serious crossroads in my life. I haven't shared this information with many people just because of the fact that I don't like when people butt in with their opinion, but I figure, this information is safe here. Anyone who comments on situations doesn't know me, I don't know them, therefore no one gets upset. Sounds like a win win situation.

Would you give up the thing you love now for something in your future? I am trying not to be extremely specific, but is it worth the sacrifice if you will get something better later in life. Would you give up on a few of your favorite things to be an, overall, happier person? I realize this may be a little hard to decipher because of the wording and lack of details, but if this entry brings anything to your mind for any reason, please post a comment. Any advice or stories would be very much appreciated. Thanks.
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Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 04:56 pm Its a little bit funny.....
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Life's been crazy lately. Too much to talk about. I suppose that would be why I haven't even bothered writing in here. I just wanted a little quick update to say "hi" and so on... and to ask how everyone has been lately.

Life is a journey, it will take you anywhere you want to go...
As long as your learning, you'll find all you ever need to know...

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Oct. 3rd, 2004 @ 11:43 am another fall poem...
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: whispers @ 2am
pumpkin coffee and frozen fingers
as a log drifts down the river, the moonlight reflecting off it's edges
smiles and spooning, sighs and more smiles
cuddling with hoodies on is so so nice...so are those secret smiles
the way he smells when you bury your nose in his neck and breath in is more than a smell; it's a feeling
autumn is here...let's eat some portabella and eggplant
gosh - why is everything so beautiful with you?
autumn is here...and may it never ever end
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Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 01:59 pm Totally Sorry about the lyrics Kids!
Current Mood: blahblah
I guess maybe some people didnt like the lyrics. I mean wasnt this page meant to express how we felt and sorry that one song accidently got on their twice cuz that was my computers fault but I'm not sorry about putting music on here. Its the best way to describe how I feel without having to babble on about it so then some one else can say that I was babbling too much and plus if more htan one person felt like that then maybe I would rethink putting the songs on here. I agree about the poetry tho! People should do more of that. What better way to express how you by using your own words. Props to you!

I'm feeling kinda blha right now but maybe I'll feel better later on hope everyones day went well cheers for now!
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Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 04:01 am i love fall...
Current Mood: loved in love...
the air was crisp.
the sun was JUST on the brink of setting.
the shops were quaint.
it smelled like cider and caramel.
i forgot about the cold when i smelled him and touched him
what's better than falling in love on a park bench?
what's better than two pairs of greeny blue eyes?
what's better than sitting on steps and nestling between his knees a step lower than him and resting your heads together while you people-watch?
what's better than a secret smile?
...or an empty train station for that matter?
or fridays?
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Sep. 29th, 2004 @ 08:34 pm Did everyone die?!
Current Mood: calmcalm
No ones really been writing in this but I have some time so I guess I'll take a little stab. Nothing ahas been going. Life is funny I guess. If you are normally a happy person when you feel down its like people want to kno why. But what if there isnt even a reason? What if ur just feelin crappy or down? Or for the people that are usually cool down to earth and all the sudden they are just in the greatest mood of their lives but then someone just has to kno why ur happy as if God for bid that doesnt happen. So for however you feel just feel it. Even if it drives you absolutely insane cuz you dont wanna feel that way or because u donte ven kno why you feel that way. Feelings are sumthing you need because how else do u live your life the way you think you should? At least you can feel right?
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Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 10:12 pm All we need is love---
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Tears for Fears
High time we made a stand and shook up the views of the common man
And the lovetrain rides from coast to coast
D.J.'s the man we love the most
Could you be, could you be squeaky clean
And smash any hope of democracry ?
As the headline says you're free to choose
There's egg on your face and mud on your shoes
One of these days they're gonna call it the blues

And anything is possible when you're Sowing the Seeds of Love
Anything is possible - Sowing the Seeds of Love

I spy tears in thier eyes
They look to the skies for some kind of divine intervention
Food goes to waste !
So nice to eat, so nice to taste
Politician Grannie with your high ideals
Have you no idea how the Majority feels ?
So without love and a promise land
We're fools to the rules of a Goverment plan
Kick out the style ! Bring back the jam !

Sowing the Seeds
The birds and the bees
My girlfriend and me in love

Feel the pain
Talk about it
If you're a worried man - then shout about it
Open hearts - feel about it
Open minds - think about it
Everyone - read about it
Everyone - scream about it !
Everyone - read about it, read about it
Read in the books in the crannies and the nooks there are books to read
Chorus !

(Mr. England Sowing the Seeds of Love)

Time to eat all your words
Swallow your pride
Open your eyes

High time we made a stand and shook up the views of the common man
And the lovetrain rides from coast to coast
Every minute of every hour - " I Love a Sunflower "
And I believe in lovepower, Love power, LOVEPOWER !!!

Sowing the Seeds
An end to need
And the Politics of Greed
With love

**This band rocks my world! Their lyrics move me because most of them are about the world and just make me think. Dont you just love music that challenges you? I can't understand the power of music yet but its slowly coming to me. It was a good day and I need one tom too.
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Sep. 26th, 2004 @ 09:01 pm (no subject)
Current Music: Blink 182
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

** I love this song and it basically says wat I feel I guess in a way and I kno I'm not the only one cuz sumone on this cummunity has the same exact thing with her best freind...hang in there sweetie timw ill pass and he will make his mind up!
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