What was I thinking? I don't know. But it doesnt matter, because that was amazing. Not the nitty gritty tangible business (which was as superb), but the thought process that accompanied it. How when it was all done and over, my mindset was different. How can it be that I've changed? Where did I go, the old me, who cared and calculated and condescended? But I felt alive and well yesterday, and I appreciated the events. Thank... you. I mean, yes I over exaggerate and get dramatic about things, for that I'm sorry, but it was nice, and simple too. No. strings. attatched. It was what it was. but What it WAS was something, just not fit for a category. in my opinion. and may it ever happen again? who knows. I'd sure be up for that. atleast while i feel like me is me. wtf. am i talking about. i sure as hell dont know. but if this is what 2005 holds (experiences of this nature) then bring it.... on.